Poem: To Be Discovered By Ilona Toth

To Be Discovered

The Possibility does not scare me
rather the false hope of self- made illusions...
terrifies me.
I've learned to take the moments as they come and flow
without expectations or pre-definitions

It is something yet to be discovered
so what develops and evolves is sincere
without manipulation, and purely real
A special connection that defines itself
with each unique minute.

Unboxed, and free of preconceived ideas
and free in each moment to evolve
beyond one's perceived ultimate happiness
Each individual's truth at each defining moment
helps to map  this unknown territory
of these minds, hearts, souls
and sincere instants of connection, ,
happen to lead them exploring endless possibilities
waiting to be discovered.


~Ilona Toth  August 2007

Poem: 'That Which Was My Heart' by Ilona Toth

   That which was my Heart

   in brighter days filled with joy

   and careless reverie;

   I possessed a pump divine 

   full of love and giving;

   as years went on the search to share

   the joy and love combined

   encountered false and bitter hearts

   no love yet, to call mine

   each encounter left a mark,

   a scar and bitter taste

   opening to risk  again.

   only to retreat in painful haste.

   to find that mutual feeling

   yet again,.. does not exist.

   the confidence and belief;

   took the full brunt of the hit.

   the years spent un'nourished;

   uncherished, and alone;

   the desire to be held and loved;

   a dream , now long gone;

    The dry and biting winds of time

   and the endless lonely tears;

   they result; severe erosion;

   and a demise very near.

   so now the days are marking

   the crumbling and decay,

   and soon the winds of time

   will scatter to oblivion

   the dust that was my heart.

   ~Q

   Ilona Toth          Nov 2012